dark side

Wow, it's already middle of October!
Today was really hot day.
I didn't want to go away. Because this weekend was Nagoya Festival.
For sure, there were really many people in Sakae area, and there was traffic regulation. It was difficult to walk around.
I cleaned up my rooms and I washed my clothes, sheets and curtains.
And I just tried to relax in my room.
But I felt miserably for some reasons. I couldn't relax at all.
I've been into negative spiral these days. Negative feelings bring other negative feelings. I can't handle it.

But now breeze is cooler and days are shorter. For sure, it's autumn.
I love scent of a kinmokusei(orange osmanthus)!

It's always darkest just before the dawn.