obsession

I'm bored to death!!
I've been spending everything my own way since I quit my job.
It have been 1 month.
I feel I'll be die of boring!
Yesterday I only spoke with my boyfriend in thirty minutes.
Otherwise phrased, I didn't speak anyone except my BF!!

I was obsessed by darkness thought.
Nobody don't want to talk with me and I felt completely alone.

I think communication with society is really important for our healthy life.
Not only the Internet world but we have to connect with real world.
I really thought so yesterday.

But I don't want to work yet.
Yes! I'm lazy bad girl...