saving my life

Yesterday, I was being crazy. I mean, I felt I was gonna die of lonely!
I didn't talk with anyone and I was just studying for Toeic.
but I didn't get right answer, I also got fed up about doing this myself.
I just walked around and went to Starbucks at Shinsakae. And I went to Kanayama to buy beer.
I know it is losing coherence, but I just required relationship with social connections.
And I felt a desperate need for connections, I mailed to my friends a lot.
Sorry my friends, and thank you for sending warm message for desperate me.

Today, I got a sense of inner peace about this. Desperate feeling was gone.
Because of them!!
Thank you for saving my life, A-chan and Nao-kun!!