Love Actually
On careful thought, I can sleep immediately when I read English books.
Moreover I reminded that I couldn't remember people's names.
I started to read Love Actually.
According to the official site, This book has 19 people!
(Follows the lives of eight very different couples in dealing with their love lives in various loosely and interrelated tales all set during a frantic month before Christmas in London, England.)
19 people!
I started to read this story. Though I felt vocabulary was OK, but I couldn't remember 19's name.
I was confused when I read And I slept as soon as I read this book.
Today when I went to my office, I was listening to music on iPod.
iPod played impact issues which Shin lent me last week.
I was surprised when I read this story.
Because it looks like my case too much.
I still have thought about that.
Should I tell my father to die within 3 months?
If someone us had told it to him, he could have done something more?
My father passed away at age 46 when I was a university student.
When he knew symptom of disease, doctor said to him that it was cancer.
And doctor also said it recovered if operating.
But when doctor opened his stomach, he knew that cancer had metastasized to other part where not only the stomach but also the body arrived.
Doctor said to my mother that he had only three months to live and there was nothing we could do.
When I heard that things, I told her you should tell him the truth.
But she didn't tell him.
Because she thought if he had year and more, he could got a few health, she might tell the truth.
Three months later, he passed away
He looked like being very reposeful.
When I looks back now I felt he knew everything.
Several days before he death, I saw very beautiful and peaceful eyes I had never seen.
It looked like Buddha.
I have feeling that I became an adult.
Nevertheless, I’m still thinking that I should tell him or not?
After all, if I become the standpoint, do I need to know the fact?
I think he wanted to hear it from family’s mouth.
Even if I can’t alive only three months, I want to know the fact.
And I might do nothing, but I want to know everything.
Moreover I reminded that I couldn't remember people's names.
I started to read Love Actually.
According to the official site, This book has 19 people!
(Follows the lives of eight very different couples in dealing with their love lives in various loosely and interrelated tales all set during a frantic month before Christmas in London, England.)
19 people!
I started to read this story. Though I felt vocabulary was OK, but I couldn't remember 19's name.
I was confused when I read And I slept as soon as I read this book.
Today when I went to my office, I was listening to music on iPod.
iPod played impact issues which Shin lent me last week.
I was surprised when I read this story.
Because it looks like my case too much.
I still have thought about that.
Should I tell my father to die within 3 months?
If someone us had told it to him, he could have done something more?
My father passed away at age 46 when I was a university student.
When he knew symptom of disease, doctor said to him that it was cancer.
And doctor also said it recovered if operating.
But when doctor opened his stomach, he knew that cancer had metastasized to other part where not only the stomach but also the body arrived.
Doctor said to my mother that he had only three months to live and there was nothing we could do.
When I heard that things, I told her you should tell him the truth.
But she didn't tell him.
Because she thought if he had year and more, he could got a few health, she might tell the truth.
Three months later, he passed away
He looked like being very reposeful.
When I looks back now I felt he knew everything.
Several days before he death, I saw very beautiful and peaceful eyes I had never seen.
It looked like Buddha.
I have feeling that I became an adult.
Nevertheless, I’m still thinking that I should tell him or not?
After all, if I become the standpoint, do I need to know the fact?
I think he wanted to hear it from family’s mouth.
Even if I can’t alive only three months, I want to know the fact.
And I might do nothing, but I want to know everything.
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